Hey guys. I apologize to the moderators if this post is offensive. It's not intended and I am sincerely looking for answers why this date didnt work out. So I picked up a young 18yr old. She's young and was drinking of course. That night she was willing to hug me and easily got close when I put my arm around her. Anyways, tonight, I thought I could easily fark her. I picked her up, we both had liquor, and I even bought her food. I took her to a beach and we drank in my car. I could go into the details of us sitting in the car and talking, but I wonder if I'm on to something. I noticed that as I talked about random stuff, even though I was cocky funny, the more she seemed to change her view of me...like I was a "nice guy". She refused to kiss me telling me she doesn't kiss until she gets to know a guy or date a guy...which I believe is complete bs!! I believe she is a..how can I say a whore, she has over 1000 friends on internet and many are guys of all different ages. Every attempt I made after our little walk on the beach she refused. As we were driving home and my ego was severely bruised, I began to be alittle bit of a prick. I began bragging about my sex skills and how she broke my record of getting laid on a date of over 5 years (an outright lie). But what I noticed as I was driving her home and telling her how good I am in bed and even began telling her I want to fark her hard (I had nothing left to lose) I began to see smiles from her and her resistance starting to wane. I even pulled out my part in the car, driving home and showed her its size. (I seem to become a big jerk if I don't get laid) She commented and seemed to kinda like my new attitude.
What I want to know, is, if I had stopped caring or showed no care at the beginning of the date, would I have been laid? Am I right, that this girl was beginning to dig me, after I became blunt and kept telling her I want to fark her hard and bragging about my skills to her? Do GIRLS SECRETLY LIKE THE JERK? Also, I have a problem of rejection. I texted her a few times after I dropped her off, being angry and telling her she wasted my time and stuff like that. How can I control my tongue after my ego had been destroyed? Now I look desperate when I text her back saying I was just angry and blah blah. She told me at the end of the date that she wants to hang out again...which I should take because I really don't have any friends that are girls...Im just use to wanting to fark and if I get turned down, I get angry and rude.