hi there eveyone. Well this is my first thread.
Can someone help me please? Ok well im hoping to go on vacation in august with my family and i usually stay in the same hotel.
I would like to think that i get on with the staff very well. There is someone who works there in particular that im very attracted to. I have spoken to her a few times. Her office is just outside the gym and so i see her often and stop to talk to her. I friended her on facebook for a while but she is very busy to talk and so i deleted her.
Everytime i speak to her i get this unusual quick, exciting pounding feeling in my heart, which i dont get when i talk to other girls. I want to ask her out if i see her this year but the only problem is she is about six years older than me, she knows my parents better than she knows me and talks to them often there and so it would feel awkward if i asked her out. She has an upper management position in this hotel, im not sure what her actual orientation is and i have heard around that she has trust issues with men. Also i asked her friend out a few years ago and she turned me down, and she is much more attractive than her friend is and so i feel she will almost guarantee to do the same.
It bothers me because when i usally want to do something, nothing stops me i just go and do it. But i feel that the reasons mentioned are what is holding me back.
I feel like a jerk saying this but i would love to get her in bed and have many times fantasized about her. But mostly i would love to go out on a date with her, get to know her better and if a relationship blossoms out of it- great!!
So can you help me please? Im open to any opinions or criticisms.