Re: I really need to act normal
i think its your inner game.. i mean, you think that people will 'judge' you when you talk, or if you make a mistake, will make fun of you or somethings like these.. and that's why you don't joke with them and are worried..
start by taking part in a relaxed conversations, if for example ok, (i know, its too late but an example), they talked about the EURO CUP few weeks ago, or the Olympic games few days ago or any other events or movies they saw or coming out or something.. just anything.. tell them your opinion, thoughts or ask them questions about what they are saying, BE interested and people will love talking to you.. it will build more comfort, they will talk to you again later because you were interested in what they said earlier
hope i helped a little
The Worst thing I can be is the same as everybody else. I'd Hate that!