I've been gaming this HB8 Asian model. We farked briefly (stopped by ASD) two days ago. The FR is here if interestd. Point is, it started as cuddling, then she puts her hand on her breast -> stimulation -> fingering -> eating out (not at a restaurant) -> she caim -> farking -> ASD.
She has expressed that she dosn't like dating doucheb@gs, and that I am strangely not a douche but am attractive. This may be all BS.
But I digress... here's what happened.
Again we're cuddling, again she puts my hand on her breast, then moves it to finger her, then gives me the shoulder-push-in-a-downward-direction. I eat her out assuming this is foreplay. After she finishes she claims that every touch is intolerably ticklish and thus can't fool around anymore... bullsh1t.
My Question is:
Her other habits (not just the words that are easy to fake) sugget she is actually interested (borderline Code 4 Clinger.) Not sure if she is actually being cautious with her feelings or if she is, herself, just being a doucheb@g?? Either way, time for me to engage douche factor 10 in my game.
continuing with today...
She puts on a sweet voice "you're mad at me arent you??"
Her: "Sorry, I just can't have sex, my stomach hurts."
Me: "Explain to me how your stomach hurts too much for sex but not too much to get eaten out."
Her: "I don't know, it's just that we're not dating."
Me: "We don't have to be dating to hook up as friends"
Her: "FWB never works out. You'll end up like 'oh, she's so beautiful, she's so smart..." (is she used to AFC FWB? Or is this just more deflective BS?)
Me: *slightly cocky* "I can guarantee that won't happen"
...she goes to shower... comes out...
Her: "You're mad at me."
Me: "M-hm. I think it's about time for you to go."
Her: "Yeah, almost. Why are you mad? I just don't like doing anything with people I'm not dating"
Me: "I guess I'm more confused... because we aren't dating and we DID just do something."
Her: "Tch! Whatever, that was just a massage." (Denier?? - Pandoras Box)
Her: "I don't just have sex with anybody anymore, I used to. You gotta earn it dude."
Me: "HA! And so far I've only earned the PRIVILAGE of eating you out?"
Her: "I didn't say that!"
Me: "You thought it, and I gave voice to your thoughts."
Her: "I just think we should get to know eachother better because FWB is bad news bears...."
Me: "Look, cut the bullsh1t. I don't know if you're just lying or if you've been hurt in the past. But figure out what you want. I'm not interested in being used."
We still haven't kissed once.... which is wierd. The two times we've only ever fooled around after eating, and she says she doesn't like to kiss when her mouth tastes like food. Dunno if this adds important info or just makes me seem wierd lol
At this point my plan is to just be a total d1ck. Maybe she's only attracted to D-Bags and it will raise attraction. Maybe it'll just make me feel better to dump on her a bit before she bails. Either way being a d1ck looks like my best option.
Maybe she actually is afraid of being hurt and this will destroy her... I'm okay with that.
D-bags [turn] Nice girls [into] b1tches [turn] Nice guys [into] D-bags [turn] Nice girls... ad infinitum.