So there's this girl I'm very much attracted to in one of my classes but I never had the opportunity to speak with her.
I was out shopping one night and I happened to run into her working at a clothing store. I introduced myself, tried to get her to go out and grab a bite to eat that evening after she got out of work. She said she wouldn't be hungry even though it was like 5 hours later, and she said she also had a boyfriend.
I ran into on campus about a week or so later, I asked her if she would study with me and help me get an A on the next exam. I apologized to her if I was acting weird, I was kind of baked at the time.
She offered her phone number. I texted her about 20-30 minutes later just so she had my number too. She said that if she helped me study, we should get high. She also conversed a little bit via text. I thought everything was going good.
The next day we meet up around lunch time, I was a bit nervous but I was trying not to show it. I figured we could smoke for 30 minutes or so in my car and then go study after... she said she has smoked in the past but not in a while.
I took 3-4 hits, she only took 1 hit...
At first I thought she was just high, we chilled... listen to music in my car, laughed a little.. everything seemed to be going ok... Then she became extremely tired, or appeared to be... she was having a hard time keeping her eyes open. It's like she was drifting in and out of consciousness.
She kept saying negative things about herself.... that she was "bat shit crazy", that she had schizophrenia, that her parents didn't love her, that she wasn't skinny enough, not "Barbie" enough... she kept saying she needed help.
I was asking if she wanted me to take her to the hospital but she kept saying that she just wanted to sit in my car.
It got to a point where I grabbed her face and was like trying to get her to look me in the eyes, but she refused.
Eventually, I decided to go to a fast food restaurant for like a milkshake and fry... she ate, and then I dropped her off at her car. She was going to have me take her home, but decided against it.
This episode, or w/e you want to call it lasted about 3-4 hours.
I have thought about nothing but her for a little over 24 hours. I really don't know what to do. I tried texting her last night, her only response was "Hey im fine sorry about today".
She walked into class today, smiled at me and sat down... after class I tried to talk her, she left in a hurry and I almost missed her. She said she didn't want to talk about it. She refuses to communicate with me even though I've told her that I was concerned and that I want to talk with her.
I have absolutely no idea what to do. I've smoked with a lot of people in my life, and I've never had ANYTHING like this happen to me. I like this girl, and I want to be there for her if she needs someone to talk to. She said I didn't do anything wrong... but idk...