I expect a lot of flaming but maybe you can knock some sense in me.
How to put it? I live on the last floor of a 10-floor building and I have a pretty nice view over the neighbourhood. I have noticed that there's a pretty HB living across the street. Everytime I am about to bring down the blinds, I see her in her room. Now, I didn't really care until I caught her masturbating a couple of weeks ago.
Now, I can't take the image out of my head and this has become a problem to the point that I can't concentrate for my studies. I am currently preparing for my exams and I am incredibly horny, but have no time for game. I have the impression that she lives alone, so I started developing crazy ideas like she feels lonely and wouldn't mind having a f*buddy, etc.
I even imagine myself leaving an anonymous note with just a telephone number and a short text just to spark her curiosity (maybe some crap about love at first sight).
I don't know what has gotten into me and I don't want to act like a creep. I know it's just an ideal image of this girl that I have created, but I can't get her out of my mind.
Any advice, please? Should I just go with my crazy plan and get over it once it fails?