Day 21: No Going Back
What's up playboys? So I've been reverting back a little bit. The problem is I am not going hard enough. I am not pushing myself to the point where I am completely uncomfortable.
Today I did speak to women in my proximity. In one instance commented on this girl relaxing in a chair studying which was well received. The thing is I don't follow up that much and push for more conversation.
It's now or never. I have to apply everything I've learned throughout this process. "Knowledge without application is meaningless" -Edison
With that being said I bring you,
There are 9 days left in this challenge. Each day I will push myself to do something socially uncomfortable. Through this challenge I have gained confidence in my socializing ability but I haven't expanded my comfort zone as far as I have wanted to.
Each day I will put my cajones on the line and make myself do something I always wanted to do but have been to socially afraid to do. I will overcome the remnants of social anxiety I have.
I was reading the forums today and Meteora said something that got me thinking. He said, "the only way to fight aa is to put your balls out on the chopping block and make approaches till your more comfortable doing it."
I don't have the AA as much now but I don't have the comfort factor. I'm simply not taking enough risks. My last few days I am going to be as ballsy as possible. I plan on making it a "Hell Week". I'm taking all the Mindset and things I've learned so far and applying it full throttle.
"Insanity: Doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results" - Albert Einstein
To get the results I want I have to switch it up. I'm so close to where I need to be, yet so far away.
This last few days shall be quite interesting. I refuse to end up like all the other chumps in this world. Stay tuned