In my opinion, you need to back off a little bit. Not much, you don't want to lose her, but just enough to see the whole game board. I think you are a bit too conscious of her being an HB10, and also a bit too focused on f-closing her. This is clouding your judgement and causing you to make noobish mistakes, and even worse, causing you to become self-conscious of these mistakes. You can win her, i agree with Tesl on the observation that she IS throwing you mad ioi's. It's a game brother, be a player!