It happened again. I didn't approach a woman I wanted to approach and I left her feeling angry as hell. Like a failure, a loser and a pussy and very very pissed of.
Weird thing is I can approach every girl inside a bar because i've learnt to push myself quite well in that situation. Just walking up to random girls I haven't even checked out or whatever. But for some reason when it comes to girls I actually really feel something for just by looking at her, and oftentimes if I feel that she might be very open to an approach, catch some good eye contact and whatnot.. for some reason i'm actually more hesitant to approach those girls. farking stupid. Might have something to do with being scared of success I guess. But fark, man.
This has happened many times now and the feeling that stays with me afterwards is just the feeling of a pathetic loser and every time I swear to never let that happen again. That the next time that situation comes up I am going to remember that feeling I had the last time I decided to "bail" on it and that will make me do the approach. But for some reason I never remember to think like that.
Have you any nice response to give, please do. Just got back home and really feel like I missed out a perfect opportunity.