Game over man, changing the name of the game
Another girl just ditched me. I had left her on a freeze for a week while chatting her up at work. She said yes, yes, yes to hanging out and never once rejected me but then a total flake today on our $250 date. Oh well maybe she felt bad about me spending that much money. Anyway I will retry inviting her to come with me to my tatt maybe. Just wanted to put out a reminder since this felt like a sure thing since we already had a first date. Girls will flake, bone out and then ignore the crap out of you the day of. I think now I will set up dates and pre-emptive flake on them to try to get them to text me for forgetting about our date. This way they will be chasing me. But I will vaguely set up dates and go MIA in hopes they come after me. I am tired of chasing, it's over. They can hit me up but I am done wasting time.
I hate how it's easy. It's probably game over for me on this one so I guess I'll just be friends with her instead. If she wants to hang out in her car everyday and then ignore me so be it but I'll just hang out in her car everyday and not say anything to her about it and just stop asking her out to begin with. Then I'll invite her to my tatt but not give any instructions or times or anything. Maybe a simple reminder text but again no instructions. I'll just be like "going to get my tatt wish me luck" and ask her to come with beforehand. But on the day of I won't go to her place or anything just do my own dang thing. Let them come to me. Just saying I am going to pursue less and let them decide cuz I am done waiting around. I would rather be single than stood up so I'll be single so be it. The world is so confused. Go get another one! Next her! No because ALL girls pull this flaking and ignore you crap. Getting "another one" doesn't resolve the problem. That's stupid logic. But pursuing smarter not harder is the way I am going to go. I texted her once and called her twice today with no response so now she gets a two week freeze. No one can tell me different since I am tired of following bad advice. I rage quit on her today so I was a bit pissed off but what was really smart of me is I didn't leave a VM due to the negative emotions and decided I will stop showing my emotions to them in these situations. Since she is still investing and I never stop pursuing until I am rejected or done wasting time. Some chicks take longer than one week I guess. Going to go pursue other girls I guess as soon as I get my new tatt. She is testing me I am sure but maybe she fell off the planet who knows? I mean who would skip a $250 date right? Like I care now I can go get new brakes and put into my Summer fund. She will be back to flirting at work I promise you "And I hate how it was easy and if only I could make it right again. I think about every single thing that I did and every single regret won't leave me alone." -If only Deorro-
When you let go of your feelings you can really then embrace your surroundings
Love is a game that's why I don't worry about it anymore. When you let go of your feelings you find your meaning.