I've never created a thread in here but I will do my best.
I met this girl in Rome about 4 weeks ago, she is from the same school as mine and a real 8 or 9 blonde. On the first night I gave her finger and she had crazy o's and we kissed but she didn't want to fark due to the setting (we were in a room with 5-6 people sleeping). Anyways the next day she kind of ignored me but tried not to look like it. Later that night I asked one of my mates where she had gone and she were with her former boyfriend (they were together for like 2.5 years and just broke about for about 2-3 months ago). Anyways.. I didn't care. The next day, which was the final day before leaving Rome we made out and she gave me a B.J and I gave her 0ral and she liked it a lot.
When we returned to Denmark from Rome we talked a lot (also on the way home, she gave me ioi's) like lying with me on the bus trip and asking questions and so on. About a week after returning I had a party at my place and she slept here, albeit her parents were like: "Where are you?" all the time - so annoying parents, cock-blocking me all the time. We had sex and she told me she's never been a with a guy that good in bed; she also asked me about how many girls I've been with and so on. The next two weekends (we didn't see much to each other on a daily basis due to schoolwork/work etc.) we came together and had s3x and made out.
Then last night I went to her party, brought a her a really nice gift: not too investing just a nice summer scarf and she really liked it and she kept giving me multiple IOI's. There were a lot of girls so I talked to a lot of them to dhv the situation and all of them were laughing and seemed to like me a lot. We had to go to another party in the city so I drove the girls there (I had to leave the car at home so I could get drunk) and they laughed a lot and complimented me on how good a driver I was considering I only had had the drivers license for a week. We went to this dance club and I danced with the girl and drank and kissed and so on and everything went well.. I left at about 3 AM (Yes on a Thursday :P) and about 1 o'clock PM today she wrote:
NB! I didn't know at all what to answer to such a question so I just answered as good as I can.
HB: "Why do you say we have a thing going on?"
ME: "Are you accusing me of something"?
HB: "But Anders, we don't have a thing going."
ME: Trying to ignore what she just said I change topic. "Okay. So am I seeing you at the dance club tonight? "
HB: "Did you tell people or what? Heard it from a lot of people by now."
ME: "I didn't tell anybody anything, except that I'm just having fun with everything and everybody, I thought you felt that way as well "
HB: "We don't have a thing going. Just so we agree. And there are lots of rumors about it. I just don't want that."
ME: Couldn't hold myself back. "What are you so scared of?"
HB: "I'm not scared of anything. I just don't want rumors about something that isn't true."
Her.. 0.5 hours later:
HB: "I'm not angry "
ME: "Well good, because the sun is shining and it's an awesome day "
HB: "Yes it is "
So as you can probably see I'm a bit mindboggled. What does it mean? Is she trying to tell me that she have gotten hurt before and don't want to experience the cruelty of dissapointment again? Does this have anything to do with her past relationship or is it solely based on my actions?
I hope somebody can enlighten me and tell me what to do. I really want to keep the girl with me as I like her quite a lot. She's fun, smart, has a great energy and always smiles.
Thanks in advance all,
The frustrated, confused guy,