This HB10 has ripped by balls off.

if you have read my posts there always something in common with every one of them: there is one HB10 that turns me into melted butter by just smiling.

we get along very well. i have introduced Kino and she has taken it very nicely. she has confidence, its a hard working student, a girl with nice feelings towards others, i mean, she seems farking perfect! i know shes not, but she manages to turn my game off and touch with me in a deeper way. theres no bullsh1t, no sh1t test, no qualification, we just enjoy being together, we talked a lot, we laugh a lot 100% eye contact and we just spend a lot of time like in a bubble.

whats the problem many will say


I think im falling for this girl.

i got separated in october(finished the divorce a couple weeks ago), i dont know if its too soon to start something but im sure as hell im not going to let this opportunity pass by.

I havent even started becoming a PUA and this is going on in my life. Im the hot sh1t of my department in the University, im well known, ive met tons of girls and im on my way to become the MAN of the hour. Until this girl crossed my life.

BTW i would have never be able to score this quality of a girl without all the inner game things ive learned from David D and all the other PUA material ive been able to read. PUA comunity has changed my life.

I asked a PUA master i know on facebook about what was his take on this kind of thing, like, do you guys feel like you want to settle with ms right? he told me his mentor says he only wants to have a good woman. Very interesting and deep stuff.

i dont even know what i want to ask.... i want to hear some opinions.

First off. Have other women in your life. Second, this girl may be fantastic but she ain't perfect.

Also - no matter how much you like her, don't tell her that for A LONG TIME.

oooohhh fark, does telling her: " you are very fun to be around, i love that" count?


i know shes not perfect, always have, shes great though. ive told myself that i will NOT make comments on her beauty. That i will bust her balls and make fun of her, and treat her like a guy friend show her who i am..... mostly have been saying to myself that i want to make her have fun and i want to have fun myself.

she agreed to go out on a date AND to study together for our next accounting exam. i told her something curious when we were walking out of class. a couple minutes later she called me and we talked for a few minutes.

got a similar gig bro... i wouldnt be telling her that she's hot even though she is like wow! she is totally cool and i find myself not sarjing chicks i normally would pick up verbally as a matter of its just what i do.... nah this chick has me doing my work et al... its actually not that bad cos people are wanting me for things, and you see she has improved the quality of life.

i have been pretty crook this week with manic depression stuff coming up and just needing a bit of a twist.... and dammit she has been ringing me and asking me to ring her and keep her informed (she is pretty tied in with a partner 20 years older too), so wtf, I have this HB10 playing nurse to me and NOW I AM GONNA MENTION HUBRIS

this sh1t is too good to be true cos it is. that marriage myth fantasy ever so rarely appears and i reckon her existing relationship means the one she is setting up with me can be kept back a bit.

ONEITUS is a horrible disease. I have always been a lone wolf so I aint getting fantasies of settling down etc... I also don't believe in cheating. I will be honest and 'lonely' before I lie to get my desires. I don't like hurting people.

Ride the situation for what it is. I just cant start taking prisoners and getting some fantasy going. The buddhists say nothing in life is permanant so i gotta enjoy while i got it

My generic advice would be: don't immediately spill your guts, dole out the facts and feelings one by one. It will keep her excited. Above all, enjoy yourself, I envy you.

Thanks Bart Doe. There ain't no certainty how its gonna go but to go forcing it prematurely is stupid. I think part of keeping it going is keeping interest in other women going too. Then they respect us more. The wuss or the AFC part in me has to be eclipsed and its pretty simple to do cos i do it as many or few times as i need to in any day

so we talked on the phone today for a while. while she called yesterday, i did today, with the excuse that i had...real excuse though... that i needed to buy a baby shower gift and i didnt knew much about it. she took the time and like always she was a sweetheart. we talked for a while and i ended the call. went out to the place she suggested and picked what she suggested( i actually needed some female opinion on it). she started to say something like: "if you would have told me earlier we..." and stopped there, maybe she was going to go shopping with me.

i think she tried to gain approval from me today. the told me she took the day to do her hair and nails. this is fishy, it could be that she has a date, that she is doing it as a normal thing or that she is getting ready for OUR date next week. Dont know which one.

i just know that she told me she cut her hair very short. I was like FUFUFUFUFU fark i pretty much HATE short hair. long hair is sensual ans sexy. i was like uuhhh ummm is it shoulder lenght right now and she goes by its shorter than that, she asked what i thought, i told her i needed to see it because i could not picture her with short hair, guess what? she was lying to see if i would complain. Told me everybody asks her not to cut her hair because its beautiful(its farking Amazing, i love it) and APPARENTLY SHE WANTED TO HEAR THE SAME FROM ME. she seeked approval there.

We had a mixed convo(conversation) where it was a serious topic like babies and then a more fun conversation about hair and products and things like that.


i think i could be overanalizing this. either way, tomorrow i will not call her or text her. tomorrow is the day she misses me. You know how you cannot value what you always have. And maybe ill extend it the whole weekend.

i was thinking about asking her out this sunday to watch a movie and a bite afterwards. I dont think i will though.

i dont want to hurry anything, i want things to flow the way they have to, all these feelings are amazing and if shes going thru the same i want her to enjoy all this like im doing. Only thing that worries me is that she MUST have a TON of guys chasing her tail.

tell me more, tell me more, uh huh ah ha!

cheers dude. this is sorta where i am at with one at the minute. i got a few coals in the fire and then there's always that one isnt there.... well i am trying to evade that one!

That is an awesome post though dude. you seriously just breathed a bit of life back into me

nothing new to say, today was the day i was not calling or texting.

there a bridge on our communication that worries me, many times the calls dont connect and the messages never arrive. she could have sent a message today and it didnt get to my inbox. my phone is a piece of crap in that regard. Im getting a new phone on sunday not because of her but because my phone sucks. im going to text her or call her on sunday maybe as soon as i get my new phone.

so, where are you exactly Coyo? have you been on a date already?

im so puzzled about asking her to the movies, second guessing myself a lot on that. The perfect day to ask is tomorrow... sigh:l

im feeling like sh1t right now. i would do anything to hear from her. apparently the miss me period is working on me more than its working on her. Theres also some kind of sh1t going on between our phones that sometimes the calls dont connect, the messages never arrive and some other sh1t like that. I farkING HATE IT. i know its my phone.

right now im feeling kinda DOWN and it sucks. i ran into a girl i was working and she was all game on me. i was like whatever, you are no match to Nelly.

i hate this sh1t, i will call her tomorrow as soon as i get my new cellphone(getting into a family plan, its cheaper and it will work better).

I wish i had the balls to ask her out right NOW and the luck that she would be free and accept.

i know ill see her on monday.

im also scared im being a little too aggresive, i know im getting too involved right now.