I had an interesting night last week that made me start thinking about something. I'm gonna write the FR first and then tell you the problem.
I was at a friends gfs apartment chilling talking to the girls sister about something. Basically was working on making myself talkative. Suddenly, this girl comes in. She was the cousin of those sisters. HB8.5: who the fark are you?
Me: nice to meet you
HB8.5: are you gay?
Me: No. (turn to her cousin) who is this girl? *i could've done way better with "of I weren't gay you would've been mine" but anyways
Cousin: she's my cousin
Then we started chit chatting. She kept throwing sexual themes in the conversation. I would ignore her frame and threw my own sexual frame. After like 1-2 mins...
Hb8.5: I'm gonna f*ck your *ss.
Me: okaaay. That's weird. (turn to talk to someone else)
She comes and starts grinding me and I would start pushing her away in a playful way. Then finally she comes and kisses me. We did no tongue kissing 3 times while I would rob her back the whole time. Then I walked away. And she walked away. Later she came and asked me where I live and told me she wanted to come over. I rejected her. I said no. She kissed me and went to sleep
Today I realized something. I have been doing it to so many chicks. I would always find a reason to reject them. And usually it all ends up me being friend zoned. Or them...
I don't know why i am doing this. I am not even afraid of talking to chicks. I only like the game part. I don't care about them so much that the game just working. I am always willing to walk away. Is that because I'm afraid of them. Or what? I think I should start getting laid with 7 to lower my standards