It was New Years Eve and I was depressed by the fact that I didn't have a date. I decided to sarge Hollywood and was on the bus ride.
I am just sitting on the very back seat talking to this random black chick about my pick up life. She is so lost and I was just entertained by her face expressions. Then I see a blond hair tanktop girl on the front side of the bus. I tell the black chick "just watch" and skip myself down the bus.
I sit myself one row in front of her and "You are farking cute. Who are you?" comes out of my mouth. She laughs and is happy. I lie to her I'm seeing my drunk friend in Hollywood bla bla bla I tell her she reminds me of some kind of character and end up telling her about Cinderella. she tells me she actually has Cinderella high-heel and I give her a weird look and tell her she is a weirdo. She laughs and tell me she is a stripper I mean dancer. I'm surprised and it actually boosts my confidence and tell her to scoop over and sit myself next to her. bla bla bla I start Kino, put my hands around her shoulder and hold her hand and she squeezes my hand like crazy. Her cold hands balances out my warm hand.
I tell her I just want to be moody because its NYE. She tells me her stop is coming soon. I ask for the number and she is willing. But I use qualifying to confirm if she is awesome enough that I would ditch my imaginary drunk friend and get to know her more. bla bla bla I come off the bus and get off. I take her my the hand and give her a kiss. We walk to her house and tell me about her Chinese Roommate. I meet her roomate and chase her away by saying "we will let you get back to your thing."
Now we are alone her room. I ask her what she bought and ask her to try them on since its a "girls thing". She does and I swirl her check her out. She keep telling me how hot the cloths is. They all look the same to me. After I swirl her I put her arms around me and kiss her. I get hard by this time and she notices. She grabs me in the crotch and unbuttons my shirt. I tell her at least ask me more questions before you touch me like that. She laughs. She tells me how big I am and how small she is. bla bal bla I have her on her bed and I'm on top of her making out and I feel so uncomfortable physically to continue. My jeans were tight my glasses were banging on her nose so I get up and took off my watch and glasses. This was different from when I just masturbated on my comfortable chair. The teamwork sh1t was not right. I start to make out with her again and she gets turned off cuz I say "I want to fark you" out of nowhere. should I have said"im going to fark you"?? anyways she now wants me to spank her really farking hard. And I never experienced that. So it's just awkward for me to spank a girl hard. By this time I wanted to leave unless I could f-close but she is turned off and wants me to leave and tells me the bus schedule.
And I leave and she tells me "you don't even want my number" but whatever I walk out say bye and head to Hollywood.
I feel down I missed the shot but happy I'm getting somewhere since this summer I started sarging.
Happy New Years