So I Said, Watch This
So, Friday I met a group of AFCs who were friends of a friend. A girl started rubbing her ass on one of their asses and he kind of looked around like "what do i do?"
Me: Turn around, grab her wrist and pull her into you. Then ask for her name, as long as she isn't freaking out just hold on to her.
Him: Yea right dude haha.
Me: No. Seriously.
Him: I'll do it if you demonstrate first. I don't see that working.
Me: Ok, I'll show you.
By then the girl had left and our subject had changed. Pretty sure he thought i was bullsh1tting up until I was mid sentence and blurted, "Watch this."
She was passing by alone and i grabbed her hand and pulled her toward me. I turned her away from me and started dancing with her. After the dance she turned toward me and said thank you, so i put my arms around her and pulled her into me so i was the only thing of value in her reality.
Super receptive conversation, but i got rejected on the instant makeout... damn it. Then she said, "I need to sit down, you're making me too hot."
By now i was willing to let the interaction die. I had proven my point, so i let her go. As she was walking away i turned back toward my friends but she came back and grabbed my hand and dragged me with her. We sat for a minute and her friends interrupted for pictures and i hate being bored, so i ejected for the bathroom and told her I'd be with my friends.
I think I might be using my narcissistic enjoyment of attracting and rejecting women as a rationalization to self sabotage. I don't know though, I'm still having crazy amounts of fun, and I think if I really wanted these girls to be a part of my life i wouldn't be doing it, or maybe that's more rationalization? Lol. I don't even know anymore.
Caveat: Just because I feel a certain way about my journey doesn't mean you should feel the same about yours.
If you can't say that you would rather die than not do it; you don't want it bad enough.