I went to local beach party couple days ago. 5 minutes in and some girls came to approach me and my friend(HB 8, HB 7, HB 6). I focused on a HB7 who was free (although I could have had changes with others too).
Evening went great, met some cool people lot of random things happened (pretty usual when lot of young people get drunk ). At time of sunset I took her to walk with overly cheezy line ("let´s go to walk trough that mystery dark forest" (doesn´t translate that well)). We went to beach to lay down and I just said that kiss would make this moment perfect which it indeed did.
From this point we just mingled trough people for next 6 hours. We also went to dance and had great time there. We probably kissed about 5-10 more times just when time felt right. I tested all kind of kisses I could think of and I think she liked it
Eventually we went to tent for "sleep" She asked if I´m already quitting. I said we should go to tent "I mean I ain´t forcing you to anything" (not best line though). We just went to laid there for a moment and then started kissing. For next 30 minutes or hour we did some french kisses and went on kissing non stop for 15 minutes (really tiring ) while i rubbed her.
I put my hand inside her shirt which she was okay with. I asked her to take her sweater off but she just said "no" and looked like she was sleeping. After some kissing and rubbing she finally took sweater off. She asked me "What are you doing?" Which kind of came surprise for me. I mean I was just rubbing her, off course tits and such but anyways.
I said "you know what, im going to massage you which she gladly accepted. I massaged her back hard and soft and moved to feet and ass. I said she should take her shirt off so I could do this properly. She finally accepted. I massaged for next 10 minutes and then I was able to finally unhook bras . I tried to go for the pants and finger her but she violently stopped my arm every time. She just laid there her bra unhooked and unwilling to move. Her pants were so tight there was no way I could have taken them off.
So from that point we just started kissing, she got her bra back and shirt back. And we went to sleep in spoon position. I couldnt figure out if it was LMR or some real issue. I mean im kind of "girly guy" meaning I have very masculine body language and deep voice but I look boyish. I dont know if she trusted me enough to make it happen. Another thing was place, you could never know if one of our friends would pop in. We heard people right next to me and they heard us too. To be honest I wasnt that into that girl so that may have had affect.
Any ideas from you guys what I did wrong? I wouldnt have liked to give up but I was so drained and she made it so hard that I couldnt make it happen.