Sorry this is a little sloppy.
I was suppose to go out to a party with HB8 that im not quite friends with but were not friends with benefits with (recovering from the friend zone?). I knew it would flop but she was down to pre game at my place anyways so why not. I had 6 beers in 3hrs ( takes me about 12 in 2hrs to get drunk). Ill try n be short on the details but we were at my house for an hour before being on my bed for 2hrs just talking n playing drinking games until she took her shirt off then put a sweater over, in front of me. After about 5min of me calling myself a pussy for not making a move after a huge ioi i went for it. After making out for 10min she easily let me take the hoodie off but later had a hard time taking off the bra but i did it but couldnt get past fingering her, she shut me down 3 times after about 10 seconds, first from back (not a good idea if ur arms to short haha) others from front. Even though her belt buckle and zipper with down. I didnt wanna force anything. She kept saying things like i gotta get up for work early tmmrw (true), oh youre a player, how many girls have been in this bed (seriously not to many..its a new bed) i CANT do anything else i responded "cant? or dont want to?" she just said cant. I kept saying a player is a guy that lies to girls and im not like that and i only hookup with girls i have a connection with (true) random or not. I even froze her out to check my phone twice said i had to get up early ect i pulled it of a little nervous cause i knew i was doing strait text book stuff.
So do you guys think she wouldnt go further cause she just wants to be friends? or doesnt want to seem like a slut n hookup right away?(hooked up with her 3 times furthest ive got) It doesnt seem like the best option but im debating on strait up asking her. *edit* Didnt seem like it from what she was saying but maybe shes on her period?
*Outside after i walked her out
HB:why are u huging me with one arm?
*her head was in my chest
me: cause its easier to kiss this way but ur heads turned so doesnt seem like u want to
hb: oh awkward..
*turns head we kiss, i pull away, she starts to walk away
*playfully hit her
*she turns back looks a little shocked, i turn walk inside
later i texted her telling her to text me when she got home, she did, said good night.
If anyone has some advice i could give more info.