For the past months I have been gaming with the intent to pull girls. I haven't really been out that much I have my personal field reports like a PUA diary in a span of 2 months I have only been going out for 6 times. As I was making my sixth field report I was reading my past fr's when I started to game with the intent to learn, pull girls and taking this lifestyle seriously. By the way before the 2 months I was gaming by myself during the day but did not get results because my ex gf was still in the back of my head. After I removed the thorn in my brain which was my ex-gf,I met a pua community in my city and this was the time I took game seriously hence I started to write a personal PUA diary. But one thing I noticed when I was reading them. I did not pull any girls, I talked to a few of them but I ejected the set all the time. The normal theme for my field reports was, went out-> had a drink -> Started to game -> ejected because I had low energy. In short I was not having fun. I was to obsessed with the outcome and not enjoying the process.
P.S. The pua community that I hang out with don't go out alot in the span of 2 months I went out to clubs only 6 times, but the other guys in the community went out at night even lesser than me. But they really like daygaming. So I have no one to go out with me except the very new one's who are even afraid of approaching.