so i have to start by saying ive never had a HB10 in my life. ive always had hb5-8(5s when drunk lol). the first thing i said when i got separated was that i was a shallow guy and that i need to fix that and find me a hottie to compensate me being like that.
In the University i study at there are lots of bang-able girls based on my taste. the problem is that because of the marriage my taste got degraded a lot.
last monday i man up and opened a girl ive been looking at for the past couple of days. Shes so beautiful its amazing shes interested in me the way she is. I opened and we had a little getting to know each other, then class started and we went in. the day after we hit it off so nicely. she was having a blast and i was having a blast. we laughed so much and talked about so much in so little time, its amazing.
today i got to see her. apparently she has been listening to my conversations with HB8 girl(another girl i want to bang and i will with as little effort as possible). on wednesday she asked if i had a book for sale. i did such a nice job in that conversation, i was amazed by myself. I told her i did have the book but i was not selling. her face turned completely and she seemed sad and worried in a matter of seconds. I then told her " you can borrow it" she almost jumped of happyness. i felt so fucking good just seeing her reaction. she made my day.
i gave her my #(because i like to do that instead of asking, is she wants she can call, if theres interest she will give me hers) and she asked me to take hers and call her the next day so she could pick the book up. so we meet today. i waited a couple mins for her in a stop in the Uni since she was driving. she arrived and as soon as shes out of the car she completely nullyfied my game. I went dumb by her beauty, she was looking so amazing i was falling in love there . the first thing i blurted was a damn compliment, at least it was a decent one:"you look so elegant". and she did. she was stunning. I can understand now why people talk about the difference of playing the lower numbers and playing these kind of hb9-10 girls. Its so hard to be able to chat these gorgeous girls and game them.
My mind went blank and i had a thought stuck in a look: WOW, WOOOOOW. LOL A couple mins later i was back into semi-game. Beside that i closed badly. We kissed on the cheek twice when i greeted her and as a goodbye. i think i can work my kino the next time we get to spend time together. that will be monday, hopefully we meet before that.
another mistake is that we always share a lot of eye contact. she loves it and i love it. i had my sunglases on and i kept doing my eye contact and she tried but i never took my sunglases off. next time leave them on my car and keep working that eye contact that we enjoy so much.
when we are about the leave i did the most DUMB thing one man can do. she offered me a ride and i fucking say NO. We could have talked more, we could have share a more intimate time and i come out and say NO. I felt so much AFC the next couple hours im still suffering from it. working to take that out of my mind.
Another mistake, i tell her, hey you have my #, we can stay in contact, she says "sure we also can share before class" i felt like she tried to tell me DONT CALL ME. damn it i wont. im so scared to do it now.
i think i will start the text game with the successfull: im robbing a bank, u drive or shoot. but since i actually work at a bank and i dont want shit ill say, in a 007 kind of way; I need you to help me in a secret mission, Do you prefer to drive or shoot?
and see how far i can go with that text. I want to talk to her so bad. I love weekends but i cant wait for monday!!!!!
im also scared im falling for this girl. i mean, shes amazing and all but i would prefer and open relationship so i can keep dating and meeting other girls and ....... hahahahahahaha
just as im typing this i remembered somthing David D says in an electronic alarm voice "stop idealizing woman" lol all this typing has made me realize that im idealizing her. she could very well be this AMAZING girl and im going to find out, if shes not i fuck and dump and thats it. If she is THIS amazing i may have to make a decision about going serious with her. huuuum........... i got the answer by myself, i magically remembered a local quote, my mind is giving me the answers, so the saying goes like this:
" dont jump the river until you have reach it." means dont get to conclusions and make decisions until the time to made them has arrived.
its nice to have a place to fume. ill use this thread as a diary and place where you guys can comment and help me fix some things.