two stories and what i feel today.
1. went vacationing to a small island off the shore in PR. Not many residents in it. Many tourists. Went to the beach and with eye contact i made a girl open me. she asked a lot of questions, we talked and we set up a meeting and since that was inside the water i went to the apt and didnt ask for a phone # thinking we could meet again. WRONG, it was a very small island and we couldnt see each other again. Sucks, she was hot.
2. Went to a sporting event and i felt the girl behind me giving me looks and shit. so i lie back in her row and i start talking. Got her going and it was a breeze to pick her up. at once she went out and grabbed two doritos bags and one was for me. pretty nice gesture from her i went to this event all alone and i met her and the guy beside me was talking a lot with me. i guess i was being social and fun.
3. Theres a HUGE party today. there will be like 20 of the top performers of reggaeton. well, some will play on sunday. That party is going to be off the hook. also cheap at 8$. for tomorrow my cousin will go and a couple more guys that are friends. Today i got nobody and im so FUCKING SCARED TO GO ALONE. i got like butterflies in my stomach and shit, i mean WTF is your problem MR PRJAV you are a fucking stud, you are THE man and you are pissing yourself when you got the best party of the summer tonight because you got NO friends there?
I need encouraging words NOW lol. In there i can move until im shoulder to shouldber with everybody and im close to a group or something. OR i can call a FB group i found a couple weeks ago and its a Group im known for being fun and funny.
Fuck, they say that the things that take you off your comfort zone are the ones that make you GROW and its time for me. Feels like shit though.