My Rant.

The reason this rant is posted in this section is im looking for someone in Philly who can slap me out of it. I know i can be great if i just have someone who knows what they are doing.

Im such an AFC right now its driving me insane. Its all i think about. I want to change this aspect of my life so bad it almost inhibits me from doing other things because i cant focus. I understand everything and can analyze every situation perfectly but cant make it from point A to B let alone Z... When friends and I are out im so quiet and dont contribute anything. I just cant break this cycle. It feels as if im mentally challenged in social skills.

Whats even more frustrating is that, not being cocky just honest, I am an attractive guy. I was messing around with that hotornot site last week and threw my picture up for kicks and currently im a 9.6 after being a 9.9 for a while. So, anyone who thinks looks are a big deal theres your proof. I do well with eye contact and can grab a girls attention easy but after that i never approach. Im nervous to walk up to a mixed group(as it usually is) i just dont know how to do it.

just curious where are you located?

oh wow, i posted this a while ago but im in center city philly

Hey dude just want to say this. im in canada so can't meet you but keep going , Im having the same problem as you almost excactly, Im still young but not bad looking can smile make eye contact and open but BLANK out soon after and more or less end up a creeper in clubs funny enough Im fine in day game, can talk and be myself ect.. but have no Idea how to compact everything in my head during a pickup.. sick of picking up 7's and 8's.. BUT I WILL NOT GIVE UP.... will let you know if I figure it out.. and please do the same if you do I would realy appreciate it.