The reason this rant is posted in this section is im looking for someone in Philly who can slap me out of it. I know i can be great if i just have someone who knows what they are doing.
Im such an AFC right now its driving me insane. Its all i think about. I want to change this aspect of my life so bad it almost inhibits me from doing other things because i cant focus. I understand everything and can analyze every situation perfectly but cant make it from point A to B let alone Z... When friends and I are out im so quiet and dont contribute anything. I just cant break this cycle. It feels as if im mentally challenged in social skills.
Whats even more frustrating is that, not being cocky just honest, I am an attractive guy. I was messing around with that hotornot site last week and threw my picture up for kicks and currently im a 9.6 after being a 9.9 for a while. So, anyone who thinks looks are a big deal theres your proof. I do well with eye contact and can grab a girls attention easy but after that i never approach. Im nervous to walk up to a mixed group(as it usually is) i just dont know how to do it.