This will kind of long post so stick with me, but it would be really nice if you guys could help me.
So I met this girl online around December, but we were just chatting online, talking on webcam, nothing serious; but last tuesday (March 20) She wrote to me and started to get the usual business, casual chatting etc, but after some time she asked me like "I am cold how would you warm me up?" I was kind of shocked, but I went with it, one thing lead to another and after 30 minutes later I was hopping on my motorcycle and going over to her (around 30km so i was pretty much interested). We met and immediately she invited me to her place. We drank a tea and she started to giving me signals what is pretty freaked me out since I don't have much experience with girls and the last time I was this intimate with a girl was 7 years ago. (I am 21 she is 20 btw) She found it funny, that I freaked out and asked me to give her a massage, I were able to man up so I massaged her good she really liked it and after that we kissed and cuddled for an hour or two, but nothing serious happened. Stupid me fell in love. I couldn't sleep that night so I texted her in the morning how I enjoyed myself and we should meet up again soon, She turned it down but we texted a little and done. I did my first huge mistake the next night, when I couldn't sleep either and I wrote her a message and even wrote a poem which is really unusual for me, it was a pretty cheesy and emotional poem. I didn't wrote to her the next 2 days She didn't initiated a chat either. The third day I called her and casually talked she said she really liked the poem what i wrote, that made me pretty happy. The next day I want over to her place without saying a word with 2 flowers in my hand and wanted to invite her to go around on my motorcycle and have some fun. But She didn't picked it up. When I got home in the late evening I saw her massage asking why did I called her so I picked up the phone and called her again, and told her honestly why I was calling her she was pretty happy and said she really wanted to come, too bad she forgot her phone at home. So I went again the next day, without saying a word before again and spent some time together, she didn't had much time so we just walked in the park and ate a cake. On the next day she called me to go online because she wants to talk to me. So we started to talk on webcam and I asked her what she wanted to say, She said, that there is another guy who she might like, but it won't work with me, because I live around 30km from her (which takes around 15 minutes to get there so wtf? ) and because she can only think of me as a friend, and while she was saying that she was really emotional, when i started to write how I feel about it, that it is such a letdown and how i really like her and such she started to cry. Could you give me and advice what to do to make her think of me more than just a friend or is that even possible? And where did I went wrong , that she started to think of me as a friend?