Yep, totally right about the oneitis. It's a bad case too. This girl came around when I had run out of new prospects, so all I can really fall back on are fuckbuddies and girls that are way too desperate for my attention that I don't really want to encourage. I guess that means I need to be getting new prospects about now.
If I had my way, I think I'd make her my girlfriend. She's my ideal in a lot of ways. However, the amount of effort and worry devoted to this is really not worth it either way. I'll call her Sunday and if she doesn't answer, I'm deleting her out of my phone.