Hey, I'm a 35 year old trucker, only been on 5 dates in my entire life. I'm shy n awkward socially.. I really don't have any friends, n the women I have been on dates with... Well I didn't choose them and wasn't the least bit attracted to them.. In fact I've never talked to a woman I was attracted to ever.. It's going on two years single without a woman's touch.. I'm just not where to even start.. Any constructive advice would be appreciated.. But I really have no clue when it comes to how to meet, interact, read, or initiate contact.. I've been tryin steadily for the last 2 years online with zero luck..