re: Creeped a girl out
Virgil hit it on the head dude.
You can not allow this girl to control your mindset/inner game. Trust me when I say this because it has probably happened to most. Go out there and meet new women and as time progresses and your game gets better you will realize this woman is missing out on a lot because the new you will not compare in any kind of a way to the old you. At this point she wont matter much anyway but you will still be doing a lot better in comparison to the guy she once knew.
Women are weird creatures but in some aspects we are similar to them. I will guess that at this point she has figured out she controls you so she will continue to shoot you down and at the same time her ego will be getting boosted at your expense/pain. It's up to you if you are gonna let that fly. For all you know if you improve yourself, both inside/outside at some point in the future she will open you up but don't put your hopes on that. Instead put your hopes on shooting for the freaking moon and improve yourself. There will always be someone better around the corner that will compliment all your positives better than she will!
To my bros who served with me.
"When it comes your time to die, be not like those whose hearts are filled with the fear of death, so that when their time comes they weep and pray for a little more time to live their lives over again in a different way. Sing your death song and die like a hero going home.”