This is my first post. I just want to say thank you to all those who post amazing advice!!
Anyways, I'll try n keep this short. I met this HB9 in my theater class. I can tell she was attracted to me and me to her. We hung out in a group once and had fun. I kino'd like crazy(slapping on the ass, handholding etc...). Nothing happend that night. I Dhv'd myself that night cause another girl was trying to be all over me, and that I think, made her a little jealous. 2 weeks later she brings a guy to the bar we go to after class. They were sitting there all close kind of holding hands etc... I kept my frame, Said Hello to the guy and joked around with him. the next day I went to New York for a month. I never contacted her or anything. A week after Im back she texts me Hey. And we kinda txt back and forth a little.
We see each other every Monday in class, and we flirt and Im like the best Actor in our class(huge DHV)
OK, this was 2 months ago..... Fast Forward to last week: Here's my struggle:
I invited her to a mutual friends BDAy, we go and have a decent time. It was kind of boring, so ME, Her and my friend got drunk and left to a bar. We kept drinking and got hammered. Me mainly, haha. Anyways we end up at my Studio Apt(small place). at 3am. Me, her and my buddy. My buddy immediately crashes on the couch and she jumps in my bed. I take my shirt off and jump in my bed too. So, there we are, she has her back to me and Im kissing her back a little and my buddy is literally 8 ft away on the couch and could see everything if he wanted. I start massaging her stomach and finally make my way down to her Vagina and start fingering the sh1t out of her. She was wet in like 10 seconds. I keep going and (I was drunk, don't judge me) start kinda dry humping her? I keep fingering her and then I somehow stop. I can't really remember why. The next thing I do remember is she puts her head on my chest and we snuggle and fall asleep together. I was hammered kind of. The next morning I get up and put on music, all 3 of us joke around together while waking up. My buddy has to go to work and then she starts getting up to leave .. So she hugs me and I tell my friend "hey bro walk this chick to her car"(trying to be all Alpha or manly??) They leave and 2 minuted later she txts me saying " you suck" I said "why" and she never responded. I txtd her after work and we had a little flirty conversation going about me massaging her back next time I see her and she was into it. Then I said "OK, but you have to give me one too" and her reply was " Thats ok. Im good". I of course never responded back. That was Sunday Night. She wasn't in class on Mon.
So my question is: Whats my next move?? 1) Did I Fark up in her eyes by not having sex with her that night? Does she think Im less of a man cause I didn't Fark her?
2) or is she mad at me cause I didn't walk her to her car?
....In my defense I had my buddy 5 feet away from us. I was wasted. Did I show her to much respect by not farking her?
Im so confused and Im getting many different responses from people that don't know jack!! thats why I value this communities opinion. I, of course would never show emotion or ask this girl what Im thinking or how she feels, or where I stand with her. I am in the alpha frame and know the game and how to hold my frame. I have been beta with my first love and thats why I lost her. I know kind of what to do now. But I need your guys' help.
Guys, sorry for the long post, please let me know how I should proceed!!