Night isnt for me.
Let me start off by saying that I dont want to come off as bitching because I am not. I am mearely trying to express how I feel.
I have been going out at night often. I have tried routines and so on. Most if not all the time I did them either drunk or buzzing. At the time it seemed fun and whatever. The past three times I went out drunk I have been relatively sober. It did not dawn on me full blow till tonight that club scene just isnt my thing to try and talk to women. Like now I have gotten to see how they act when drunk and so on and it has become an huge turn off. Like it really makes me feel like maybe not so much that I am better then them, but that my standards are much higher than what I see.
Idk, maybe I am trying to find that special lady and my expectations are rather high, and Im not sorry to say but any woman thats hammered, acting like an idiot, doing whatever and allows herself to get so wrapped up on a stranger to the point that she will allow herself to damn near fuck just isnt a turn on for me.
Im not knocking dudes that love night game. I am not. If anything I respect that because in my eyes it is hard, but deep in my heart it is not for me. I am pissed at myself for one particular reason. I have the paper napkin routine which honestly never failed me till I began using at night simply because my boys gets me to use it as an opener or I force it. Before I found out about this commnunity I saved it for women who I thought had a lot value that was congruent with me so I saved it and used it very little. It had value. I have watched routine loose its value to where Im pissed for using it for this shit with drunk chics. I used it tonight just to find some fucking chode with it. It was at that point that I gave up on this night shit.
I have decided to give day game a shot. Yes it is harderd for different reasons but at least I wont have to scream or anything like that. I love talking and at night I find myself annoyed having to scream.
I mean shit, any of you guys have gone through this????? Im 31 and maybe its just me getting old or whatever wtf knows but any advice is appreciated.
To my bros who served with me.
"When it comes your time to die, be not like those whose hearts are filled with the fear of death, so that when their time comes they weep and pray for a little more time to live their lives over again in a different way. Sing your death song and die like a hero going home.”