My girlfriend loves me but i always bring up her past mistakes when im drunk. She never cheated but lied about hanging out with some guy and about texting her ex. I know there shouldn't be anything wrong with that but the fact that she lied about hanging with another guy(her idea to hang out). I basically broke down cried gave her a sh1t test about breaking up.i know i farked up because i showed weakness. How do redeem myself after making myself look like a pansy? insecurity and jealousy is killing me.