Hi everyone, I'm new on here and could really use some help this eve!
I've been fairly successful with women over the years yet one common thread has held all these women together. None of them have been particularly great looking. Not horrendous either(!) I'd say the hottest has been an 8( she didn't want to kiss me and was great in bed) with the rest being no more than 5's and 6's. I think my own self sabotaging lack of confidence has lead me to nit believing that I'm good looking/clever enough to attract real beauties, so much so that whenever I approach anyone beatuiful, I get flustered and consequently defensive. I've been rejected so many times now that the only thing I project is disdain, like I'm employing a pre emptive strike on rejection by being off and aloof before even breaking the ice. Simply because the voice in my head is telling that they won't like me anyway and are looking for excuses to talk to someone else. I can't shake this B.S. but something somewhere says that I can!
We're going to my flatmates, friends halloween party tonight where there'll be loads of fit women and I'm afraid I'll end up (as usual) talking to a guy all night or getting rejected whoever I speak to. All I really want to do is relax and enjoy the night but when there's loads of hotties I'm not if I'll be able to.. Can someone help set me on the right road?!