That I've ended up with a number close and instead of seeing where the night goes I dip out. I have been drinking but I managed to get a number close with an 8 at a bar. This was around some other guys on a Monday night so overall its pretty good.
But looking back now I remember I said "I'm about to leave," and so I got her number and continued the conversation. The night was filled with dancing and having fun (even with the other guys and girls that she knew [I was new]). After I said that she said "Are you sure?" so I continued to dance with her. Then I kinda stumbled and almost fell off the stage so I proceeded to say "Ok, lol, I almost fell so I g2g" with a smile and slight wave.
Maybe it was the alcohol but since I had her number and I couldn't tell if she wanted to leave with me I ended up leaving. I do this all the time. I get numbers and somehow mess up and take it as a reason to leave since I can call later.
Man, its still the same night and she probably left with her friends or some guy. I want to call her and say come over (or go to her place), but I know that's a good way to kill a fling/relationship. I feel terrible. I know I should learn from this and move on, but I'm just not getting it. Its these split second moments that I'm messing up.
She said she'd be here next weekend and to hit her up, but I'm terrible with the text game too.
Earlier I said I needed a new crew to hang and dance with so that's how I got her number.
Man, I really like her though, FUCK. I need to stop being content with a number close and really ride the night until the end. I don't know if you guys can help me, but saying anything would really help.