Ok, whats up forum.. I feel its time for me to enter the community and step up my game. It's been at least a few months since I've been laid, before that its been a while. I've been eating better and hitting the gym and brushing up on my game. Reading the book by Neil "The Game" and watching Mystery Method and reading some of the forums. I feel like I am getting my confidence back.
Theres this one girl from the gym who I have a no strings attached thing going on with. We've been texting like every day for a month, i would say i initiate most of it, but she is extremely responsive. Shes been over a few times and when we are chillin and drinking i throw on some porn and then we start messing around. She wanted to have sex the first time, but I told her it wasnt a good idea. for some reason I lose respect for these bitches who have sex on the first night and never used to want to talk to them again. maybe now that I am 31 I can get over that. Some people say just go for it, cuz why not. I am beginning to think the same but not sure.
The second time we hung out she was super wasted while we were messing around. She said she wanted to fuck then too but I said she was too wasted. When we are sober i send her sexual texts like ive never done with any girl and she is responsive. I told her that I want to get some action with my dick and she thinks that is going to change things too much. Kinda pisses me off that i finger her and her ass and suck on her titties n makeout and i cant get any action with my shit ya know. haha
We hung out again a few nights ago, but when I tried to kiss her she didnt really want to kiss. I must not be escalating properly and she only really gets down when we are drinking. I dont want to be an emtotional tampon and be friend zoned here. I think next chance I get I am going to lay her no matter how I feel.
Also, talking to a few other chicks. One latina came over to my house and was acting controlling as fuck. She wasnt impressed with my house or where I live and said she didnt want to see each other anymore. Then she texted me a couple nights ago and I eventually asked her if she was out by herself or with friends. She said she is on a date and it was going good. I was like cool, then I told her that I had a latina over at my house last night(this is the first girl i mentioned) and she got pissed. Even though she was on a date that was supposedly going good shes like.. Fuck that ugly bitch, she aint hot like me, she dont have an ass like me. she then sent me a couple pics of her ass and I told her that Im not going to compare. Shes like sayin all this shit then next day apologized.
Now I started texting her some sexual shit too like the first one and not responsive to it, but she is still responding to other stuff I send.
Texting a few other girls, trying to set up shit with them but its not going to well. They seem kinda boring. But I have been getting excellent at getting numbers and wayy better at texting.
Tonight I tried going out by myself to work on some field techniques, but got pissed because the bars in my area on chicago south side fucking blow and were half empty. I was there by myself and felt like a creeper and didnt know what to say.
Just wanted to put this out there and see if anyone has any suggestions. I know I need to make a cheat sheet and get some props and peacocking gear. I need to work on rehearsing some openers but wanted to get out there tonight. That lasted all of 20 minutes, then I left like a pussy.
Any help is appreciated!