Why do we fall? So we can get back up.
There is a quote from courage wolf that I often find humerus yet extremely helpful in my quest.
"like a girl? Talk to her. The only thing you have to loose is your virginity."
Its these things that help keep me going during these trying times.
I am at the low point morally in my training. I am attempting to use Braddock's college game PUA (from lovesystem's; basically social circle game tailored for college.) I have made tremendous progress yet my ever silly subconscious seems unable to see it and gives me bouts of depression.
Girls now send me IoIs when I meet them. I can usually number close when I try. And yet My jealousy of those who have girlfriends/those having sex seems to be getting more powerful, despite my best attempts at containment.
I feel as though I am now making no progress, and I am having trouble making tangible goals for myself.
Thankfully I have backup. As I said in my last report (look for Vecen's innder game) I have found a natural who will mentor me and I have found a high ranking student leader who I can hope to convince will take me under his wing (thus raising my value).
Now then, do you good gents have any way of banashing dark thoughts from my mind?
"My enemies are advanced, bold, intelligent and powerful. But I am evolved"