Hi guys! I am new to the forum, but i've pretty familiar with most PUA concepts for a while now.
There is a girl who is 2 years older than me. I am 20 years old and still a virgin so my lack of game probably contributed to the current events.
So I've known this girl for 3 months now and there was a mutual attraction between us. We are veryy much on the same wavelength. I think i've build up more than enough comfort in this three months. We watched movies together, laughed, and she told me things she would never tell anyone. And many times she told me that she trusts me more than anyone.
As for Kino escalation we didn't really proceed further from sensual hugging. But occasionally she brough up the topic of sex, and even qualified herself to me. I could have had many opportunities to escalate towards sex with her because she brought up sex as a conversation topic many times and i could sense that she tested me because she would be interested to proceed that way.
Yesterday we chat on facebook teased her, build more attraction, and she brought up sex again so we talked about that. Things got pretty hot because she came into my room with only a towel on her to bust my balls a little bit. Then went back to her room. Later she came back to my room and we smoked, she ran shit test which i've failed, she continually busted my balls with comments. Then i left her and went to the kitchen to make a cup of tea to myself. She followed me grabbed my ass, we teased each other by fake kiss closes. And all of a sudden we hugged and she started biting my neck. Heavy make out started. I grabbed her and went to my room. We had petting. Pretty much everything except actual sex for an hour. But because i had no condoms we stopped, talked a bit smoked a cigarette and she went back to her room.
This morning she messaged me. She definately felt regret. Said that we were stupid last night. But things like this happen. She got scared not ready for something like this. She doesn't want to screw up things between us. And she also invited me for a lunch tomorrow because she hopes we could work on so that this won't hurt anything that was between us before this, so that we won't be embarassed in each others company. etc..
She is experienced while i am not. I know i wasn't pretty good, but still when i told her that i don't have condoms she seemed disappointed. But she is very disciplined when it comes to sex. She rejects the idea of having sex with a stranger just because of some sudden impulse. Yet she had one night stands before.
I can't get a read on this. Is this buyers remorse or am i being friendzoned? And what can i do to make things better and continue proceeding towards sex and probably even LTR?
Thank you guys!