I was clinical depress for 8 years, during this time I had been only in two short and painful relationship which made my depression worse, and for the last 4 years I was alone and I isolated myself avoid any kind of social interaction.
Last may I receive a friendís daughter at my place for few months, and we had a relationship which ends badly. The good news is I realize I was at the bottom of the pit. I can only go dipper if I start to dig.
I decide to change my life. I change my psychologist and now I am taking dance and ceramics class. Its help me with my depression and to see some issues I have to work on. I am still felling lost, to many things to do and not enough energy to do any.