I have been working with this girl for about 8 months at a bar. I thought she was one of the most beautiful girls I have ever met when I first saw her, but she was with her boyfriend. I'm a good looking guy and I have always been flirty with her. Fast forward a little bit, I got injured and took 3 months off of work. In that time she had broken up with her boyfriend and when I came back to work she gave me more IOIs than ever. I was a fucking idiot and never capitalized on it. She is a 10 and I was too careful and too busy trying to play hard to get and playing it cool since she literally gets hit on by hundreds of guys a week.
Now, she is kinda seeing someone. She told me they have feelings for each other and they have hooked up, but she doesn't want to date him yet and take things really slowly. She says she likes him because he is honest and she can talk about anything with him. Also they both grew up with similar childhoods divorced parents, etc. I truly can't figure out if she's not dating him right now to really take things slow so that it doesn't get messed up or she is just not sure about him and don't like him enough to date him yet.
Either way, here is my situation...I have fallen in love with her. I have never ever felt this way about a girl. She is literally the most beautiful girl I have ever met in my eyes and she has the most genuine personality that I have ever come across. I know what you are thinking... you just have oneitus and you just need to fuck other girls, but I really believe this is different. I can't stop thinking about her and it kills me that I missed a good opportunity to make her mine and the fact that she liked me at one point is driving me crazy. This is the first girl I think is absolutely marriage material and want a future together with her. She is the most genuine and REAL person I have ever met. She is very honest and there is NO BS with her.
Bottom line is I don't know what to do. I have tried to think about other girls, but it always comes back to her. I find myself comparing her to every other girl and I can't seem to get interested in anyone else. I don't want to get another girl because I'm afraid if she sees me with someone else it will kill my chances with her for good. What do I do? What is my best chance to get her? I really want to straight up tell her how I feel and that I am crazy about her. She is the kinda girl that appreciates no bs honesty. I wanted to let her know how I feel before she starts dating him for good. Or would spilling my heart out destroy my chances with her for good? Is hooking up with other girls and just maintaining a flirty vibe with this girl really the best chance to be with her in the end? I have to see her almost everyday and it's killing me. All I know is I want her more than anything else and I need to do SOMETHING about it now. Please help me