So..it's been a long time since I had a girlfriend. Lets just say too long. I've been feeling more miserable everyday. I'm 19 years old. Life is strange, and it's just been feeling dull and depressing lately. I won't complain though. I mean, haven't we all been there at some point? Some people have it worse than me. I wanna make something of myself; do something good for myself so I can just be happy and move on with life. I think a woman and some good sex could really change my life. I really feel the majority of my falls in life has been rooted in my interactions with women. The lack of intimacy everyday just eats at me everyday.
I go to a community college weekly that's filled with hot women. They're everywhere. I've been making it my goal to talk to at least 10 women a day. If I can go over ten I do. I'm trying to increase my confidence with women by doing this and it's working very well. I'd recommend it to anyone. I'm not a bad looking guy either. I just need some practice and a little coaching.
Problem is: every time I ask a girl out, she says yes, gives me her number, then disappears. I know a lot of guys have this problem. I'd like to identify what i'm doing wrong. I just need some help; some coaching to help me better myself.
I'm currently texting with 2 different girls (i'll work on getting more numbers), both of which i've known for a really long time. I've actually been on dates with both of them when we were in middle school and i've somehow bumped into them recently. I got their numbers no problem, but the texting/calling game is stressing me the hell out.
Let me narrow this down to ONE of these girls i'm texting. Shes my age, lives not too far from me, and I once dated her when we were younger. A year ago I ran into her again and got her number. We texted and chatted about how things had been, what we wanted to do for college, blah blah.. I totally messed up, and I realize now that I didn't present any attraction at all. It's been a habit of mine which i'm fed up with. I've just been too "friendly". Took me a while to figure it out and I feel more confident now that I realized that.
So we texted, and texted, and texted for several months. She'd never answer calls, but always texts. This went on until I got fed up and just said what was on my mind. I basically told her (though text... I know..) that I really wanted to take her out but felt she was just blowing me off. She denied that and said "Oh but i've just been busy! We'll definitely chill I promise!" I didn't buy it, and stopped talking to her altogether for a year up until tonight. I was texting a friend of mine, and since my phone glitches frequently, I accidently sent her the text instead of my friend. It basically said "Yeah, cool. I'll ttyl then. Pce". She texted back and asked me what I was talking about. I said "My bad.. phone glitches sometimes. Meant to send that to someone else. " She replied saying it was no problem and then I felt compelled to message her again so I just asked her about how her "apocalypse" night was (the 12/21/12 bs). We ended up having a conversation about it and we joked around but after that I just don't know what to say.
I wanna text her or call her again but I don't wanna seem too obvious. I mean if she's texting me back and joking with me then is she maybe not completely disinterested in me? If all else fails i'll just find more girls to hit on but wow.. if I could make it work with this girl i'd be the happiest loser on earth right now.