I've done a lot of reading lately. I'm benefiting from what I'm reading a learning I think because people tell me I seem more happy and content. I also think I'm getting more confidant.
However, there is one thing I still can't get a grasp on, and that embracing my sexual self.
Meaning I'm afraid to even touch a woman it seems, making kino very hard. It's like, I'm conflicted accepting the inner sexually strong dominate alpha make inside me.
This could be due to something in my upbringing or always wanting to be the "good boy"
Well, I don't want to be the good boy, I want to be the alpha male man that is sexual.
Any tips on changing this mindset? I did read how to become a alpha male by John Alexander, but I still need help accepting my inner dude and dominate man it seems. Note I say dominant, not domineering.