Re: Horrid inner game - Makes this feel impossible for me
Hmm, I can see that you're going through some pain. Your big problem is that you are worrying to much about everything around you. You let the fact that you live with your parents, have a sub-par job, and every other thing define you. As I was once told, "The car does not define you". You need to break out of this mentality that everyone and everything around you gets to determine who you are.
Another thing to do is to break out of this negative, feel-bad mindset. You are constantly drawing energy off of a negative environment, and it is affecting who you are. You need to look inside of yourself for the energy, and you have to release it. Tell yourself to be happy, and I don't mean to just say it, I mean to really scream it at yourself. You need to get you pumped up. Once you do this, you will see your whole outlook on things change.
If you need additional motivation advice, go check out Tyler Durden's stuff. He works a lot with improving how men respond mentally and emotionally to women. I would even have to say that it has affected me in everyday life as well.
"There is no better than adversity. Every defeat, every heartbreak, every loss, contains its own seed, its own lesson on how to improve your performance the next time." - Malcolm X