Hi, guys. This is my first post on these forums but please, don't be gentle. This will be long, I think, as I want to be thorough. Sigh, here goes:
I met this HB8.5 (X) almost 2 years ago when I was 25 while trying an opener I made up on the spot to impress a non-believer guy friend I got her IM and some time later I chatted her up and went for a walk together. It was some time ago but I remember even back then she seemed half kid, half smart girl I would love to get to know better. I also remember that she said she would have gone straight home if I hadn't called around the time we were supposed to meet, which pissed me off immensely back then. Later I realized she got cold feet but I "saved it" :\
So we had a nice evening walking, talking, jumping some fences into restricted areas and even though the age difference was making it difficult for me to find common topics of conversation, I got the vibe that she was a bit adventurous, which is very important to me. Kiss on the cheek, a movie some days later, then I got busy with work and since she was very young, I left it alone.
Back then I was kinda "not sure if want" about her and since later I became involved with this other girl (Y) for about a year, me and X would just met up occasionally to go biking around the city and to the cinema and text occasionally. She would sometimes sh1ttest me, I would deflect and neg but I wouldn't allow my self to go further. In a way I was glad to not have to deal with her, as she was becoming a bit bratty.
Since I ended the thing with Y, though, I decided to give X another shot. She was older and I was free. We started texting and seeing each other more often in more conversation friendly environments so I could work to build both on both comfort and attraction. She is cool and I like her.
BUT. At 19, I have to say she has become one mean sh1ttesting machine. Admirable decency mixed with brat level nuisance. Her "attacks" are so raw I would find them more appropriate for kid. I kinda dig it. I also have to admit that her brute force made me stall a couple of times as I was in awe of just how randomly brutal she can be. Respect. This also made me want to crack this nut. Aand I get the feeling that she hasn't had a serious relationship yet. Aaand she might be a virgin. It's all connected maaan.
Because of this, I'm not sure how to tackle her without scaring her away. Yesterday, though, I decided enough's enough and I would cut the crap/probe her kinkiness. During the last texting session, as her her replies escalated in speed and brattiness, I finally pushed it.
Me(23:31): I'm watching it right now. See, waking up early works wonders
Her(23:46): Not really, I'm way past my bed time and tomorrow will be tough. If I were you I would have added that useless thing:
Me(23:48): Shh I'm watching the show
Her(23:53): I would have been worried if you were watching tnmt. Then, with a ton of concentration, you would have understood a bit of what was going on
Me(23:54): Hmm just look at all the torture devices that could be used on you
Her(00:01): Ooh, how cute! You understand moving pictures
Me(00:03): Ooh, you will be disciplined
She hasn't replied since
Reading the reply exchange now, it doesn't seem I pushed it too far. But maybe I did. I WAS watching the show and texting at the same time.
And here is where I need your help. I can't decipher her intentions and I want to know what my next move should be at this point. I feel I made a big mistake by relying too much on the fact that she always seemed a bit into me and not pushed faster/harder from the start. But, as I said, I want to crack this nut.
Oh yeah, about me: tall, dark, fit & rugged. Some girls recently told me I look 23
Thanks for reading these bricks.