So this week I have blown out with two HB9's, basically I massively over-invested and probably came across as needy. I knew better but I did it anyway.... I'm feeling better about the whole thing today though as I think I needed to learn the hard way.
I can see where I went wrong and I think in future it will stop me from doing it. My biggest problem has always been that get far too invested in girls I really like. If I'm not bothered about a girl my game is generally flawless and I can f-close with ease normally.
But THE SECOND I like a girl it's over, I fuck it up somehow. It's incredibly distressing as it seems I can have girls but never the ones that I really want. My theory on this is that it happens for 2 reasons:
1) I'm shallow as hell and the girls I really like are all HB9 or higher... thus harder to get anyway.
2) I shoot myself in the foot by texting too much and running the conversation dry.
I think my remedy is to try and use the same mindset for girls I like as the ones I'm not fussed about. If I run game on both at the same time then I can follow the same texting patterns for both girls and avoid looking like a needy douche! When my friend read my phone he actually slapped me in the face... deserved!
SO I wish this hadn't been this painful but I think I've learnt my lesson. For now I'll just make do with the 19 year-old HB8.5 who's coming over to mine for a little slap and tickle later ha