Hi, what's up. I want some feedback on this.
Well, last night I went out with a couple of female friends of mine. I had a bit of beer, then we ate and talked. They are very close friends of mine (or were, I don't know right now). I really only see them as friends, they buy me beer, give me advice about women and stuff like that. The problem is, in the past few months, every time we went out i felt very bad. It's like they don't respect me a lot, they see me as some younger brother or something. Every time they asked me out, i tought "what the hell! Today might be fun", but at the end of the night I would always be there feeling sorry for myself. Last night it happened again and I tought "damn, maybe female friends are just not good to have around, maybe not like that". Last night when we were at the bar this girl was making eye contact with me. Every five minutes she would make an eye contact. My female friends spotted that, then they turned to me and said that she looked ugly, she was a "bitch" filled with DST's and stuff like that. (I would say the girl was like a Seven). Man, I felt like crap. That really got me, and I didn't approach (hell, I regret that). Then some player approached one of my female friends while I was there. I felt even more bad. You know, what if two players approached and picked my friends? I would just sit there, pay for their stuff and go home alone frustrated with my self? I don't want that for me, hell no. The female friends are very good looking, and I consider them as good friends of mine even before i got to know all that pua and success with women stuff. I used to go out with them a lot, but on the past few months I've been going home feeling like crap when I go out with them. I don't wanna be that frustrated chump who is there with his female friends while players pick them up you know? I really need some feedback on this. Should I stop hanging out with them? What do you think?I regret a lot of not approaching the girl last night beacuse of the commentaries of my friends. That was so beta of me, but the things they said really got me. And I dont want to be a chode sitting with the girls while players approach, I want to be the man who approaches,you know? I would like to find a way to improve my self and stop giving a sh1t. When I wanted to leave they said stuff and insisted a lot for me to stay there with them. They were telling me that they would drive me home and period, that I wasn't suppose to take a cab. Man, It was frustrating as hell, it was like they where treating me as their son, or a big baby or something. I felt pathetic and sorry for myself. I want to stop acting like a beta loser and impose myself when that happens. Be more alpha. I am really considering to stop going out with them. It was hard for me to get them to leave whitout me, but at least that I did. Then I went home feeling bad. What can I do? Man,
I need help. It was the worst night of my life!
Sorry for eventual grammar mistakes. Speaking from Brazil