after a big fight with my ex-girlfriend, and after i said really impolite words and yelling and doubting her and blaming her for things i thought was wrong, i went to no contact relationship with her for about 1 week
yesterday, i wanted to apology, so i bought her flowers and wrote an apology/closure letter, and went to her home, she was upstairs in her room, she refused to speak with me, both her sister and mom told her to come down, but she refused.
So i left the flowers and the letter, i apologize to her parents for making them doubt her when i told them she is dating a really bad guy, which i finally knew they are friends, and i went back home.
1- why did she refused to face me and did not come down?
2- will she read the letter? or she will throw it out?
3- and the last thing, what can i do now? i feel humiliated
i really love her and regret my bad behavior, i dont want to push her out of our "broken" relationship, but i sent that closure letter to show her that i just want her to be happy with her life. but i really need her next to me.