I know this is a long post, but help would be greatly appreciated, thanks in advance.This is also probably the last thread I'll make about this chick, since I feel I have been putting lots of time and effort into her. Lets start from where I feel I farked up.
One night me and her were texting and it was really sexual, I was teasing her and she told me she wanted me to go over and eat her out, I made her beg for it like "what do you want me to do?", "You want my tongue all in where?" and she played along and gave me the responses I wanted to hear (which is the responses you'd like to hear as well im guessing). I, like the dumbass I am, told her before leaving "Thats too bad I have to go to bed, good night ".
I woke up to her text "Thats not cool, pisses me off when you do this -,-". I playfully respond with "What are you going to do about it then hmm ?" She says "nothing" and I text her "loser" (too much maybe?) and that I'll give her a hug when I see her next time. She texts me to fark off, that she doesn't want to talk to me. She was infuriated with me, and all of this could of been avoided if I never left like an idiot. I didn't give a sh1t at first, but after a full day of not talking to her she began to pop into my head, I distracted myself with other things to stop thinking about her. I took advice from a fellow member here, who told me to leave the conversation at a high sexual tension or excitement, I feel I over did it this time.
Two days later she texts me "You should apologize btw", I tell her I'll make it up to her by taking her into my arms and push her up against the wall while taking off her cloths, then lead her back to the bed blah blah blah" She replys with "Thats not it you retard" and I respond with "then what is it ?" She proceeds to tell me that I grind her gears when I simply just leave, and how much of a d1ck I am sometimes, "but who gives a fark right?" she says.
I tell her I feel terrible and that she must be extremely mad with me (I felt like I should of said im sorry and it wont happen again, but that sounds AFC, opinions?). I change the topic, everything goes OK from here on out. A few days of talking, flirting is still there but not like before, no sexting either, but dirty talk like two or three times since she got angry at me, but she did tell me she was masturbating, and I told her that sounded yummy, she replied with "I should of stuck my fingers in your mouth then", a few texts later she gives me this response "Might as well do the same down there );, implying to lick her pussy clean too. I farked up right here and said something akward (it was 3am I was extremely sleepy), and then she said something that lead to changing the conversation. We met up about a day later and we had lunch together, conversation was good with lots of flirting. I took her home a few hours later, kissed me on the cheeks near the lips, and I went home. A day later I call her, and she was upset because she "missed her boyfriend" (how he used to be with her, shes in love with him and he treats her like sh1t), we talk a bit and a few minutes later I tell her that I don't like seeing her like this and to cheer up, she tells me shes going to bed and that was that.
The next day she texts me to cheer her up because her day sucked. I tell her that it only sucked because I wasn't there and she tells me to quit it. So I ask her about something she told me a few days ago and she gives me the answer in one word. I change the topic and tell her to come with me and fight pirates ass together and to not be afraid of the ocean because shes with me so its all fine (shes afraid of the ocean). she responded with "lol", I tell her "I'll take that as a yes" and she replies with "no" I tell her to go rest, or she can have some fun with me, and she changes the conversation and tells me how some guy pissed her off and she wanted to say everything that was on her mind. I tell her it would of been cute seeing her all mad and I tell her good night (was 4am). She did not text good night back and the next day I ask her about something I needed help with and she explains it to me, after she taught me I say "kthnx nerd".
After that, I felt like she had lost interest in me, sexually too. I did what I felt was right, I froze her out and did not text her anymore, its been two weeks and she has not texted me, I feel like this whole freezing out thing is not working because she has not came back to me. From going a day without texting me to two weeks of no texting. She has a boyfriend, but I thought I could change her mind, guess not huh? Guess everything is going great between them that she doesnt need me anymore ?
I dont know what to do right now, I was thinking of texting her "So is this the end to our mischievous adventures > ? and if she'd say "I guess so or yes", I would respond with "Alright then" and not text her again and move on. I also dont want to move on though, I never met a girl like her and the girls I've been seeing are not as amazing as her (her personality is just beyond). Should I send that text or not ? From her missing me, its ME missing her now, I feel it all collasped when I got her angry at me, but that was my fault, guess I got what I deserved huh? Dang.