So today i was thinking about my adventure of attempting to become a pick up artist and since the begging of my journey I have gone from my first kiss with a girl to my first F-close. So this is king of my unofficial thank you to the pick up community for what you have given me. So with that I'm not saying I have even reached anywhere near my goals.
So I ask what books or articles do should I read to advance my game so far I can get any woman I desire. (or atleast 75% of them) After thinking for a bit I realise I seriously lack in the confidence department this is harder for me to fake since can barely hold eye contact and constantly remind myself to make it. But when I lock eyes with a girl I see as above me, (another problem) I will quickly look away or I will become almost uncomfortable and uneasy I also find going in for k-closes hard as hell since I've never been turned down as I am super precautions when I do go for it and don't but I feel like I miss many opportunities. so with having trouble keeping eye contact with anyone and going in for k closes. Another weak point of mine is creating attraction because to me its like driving with blind folds, I know the general direction but end up crashing in the friend zone more often than not.After winding up there I have no idea how to get out even though I know its possible.
So my final questions are:
1. How do I build confidence?
2. Can I have a sample list of some IOI's to kind of give me a clue?
3. How do I build attraction for a short term relationship (party hook up) aswell as long term (relationship)
4. How do I get out of the friendzone or rather get women to see me as a sexual individual?
Again thanks for everything you have given me I truly appreciate it.