Sup my pua colleages. I been meaning to ask for some help. Recently I got laid off from my job and had my stupid roommate move out on very short notice while I was broke. So I have to move back in with mom >:-( Can't collect unemployment for some bullcrap that happened but on the main story. I been going out on the weekends and had fun, and managed to F-close this HB8 I was trying to game a couple of months ago at our local bar back when I had me big homeless man beard and bumy look. (I must admit after shaving, and working out it's now 10x easier to get girls, sometimes without even trying, which really helps with all the Pick Up material I have been heavily studying. Tattoos also help alot too guys , but anyway). She had a another guy trying to kiss her, she might have went home with him until I showed up smiling and giving her looks. She literally pushes him out the way and we talk, then kiss, then walk through downtown to her house and have sex.
During that she said she loved me which freaked me out but I ignored it. We hangout the next day and I meet some of her friends. Through out the week we text and try to set up a meet while she's at work everyday. She works alot but usually initiates text and seems like she really wants to make time for me. It just seems she can find a day to hangout, and I assume she want to have sex only just a few times and take it more slow. Usually in cases like this I don't even consider hanging out with girls after sex but this girl is different. Our personalities just match.
Basically I feel a little intimidated because:
-I'm broke as hell lol. I have no job and have been looking for one hard everyday. My car gives me problems, phone is is off. I text her through iMessage on my iPhone at my house's wifi.
-she's 30, I'm 22. She has a career in forensics. Not saying I'm dumb but she is ridiculously, and I mean ridiculously smart (I'm pretty sure she maybe has already figured out I'm a broke ass lol). While I design comic books but have yet to send my work into a publisher.
-I haven't told her my broke status yet lol.
-and also Im feeling so frustrated, trying to find a job, stress in my family, school, my job, alot of things Im wondering if I can handle all this while possibly having a relationship.
-and I'm known for being a pretty popular, funny, happy guy. Always enjoying life but for the first time I'm starting to feel depressed. Bad luck after luck has been happening. Im now finding that Im shutting off my friends and being reculsive.
By all means, I'm not trying to make people feel sorry for myself. I feel that choices you make in your life lead you to situations and you just gotta figure out how to overcome them. And god, I don't want somebody being all like man up. Im a very independent guy but I had to suck up my pride and move back in my moms as a last resort. I also hope this post helps anyone in a similar situation.
Basically, this question is aimed at experienced PUA out there and even the average working man that has financial problems too. Everything is coming from the heart. If you were in my shoes, what would you do and how would you handle this?