Hi, I just wanna update my thoughts. I finally realized how needy and obsessed by this girl I've been this days, and how stupid that was. I just came to the conclusion that the best to do right now is just to completely forget about her, and refocus on the things I have going on in my life. So I'm giving up on her for good, unless another opportunity arises. If not, I'll just accept it, and until then I'll keep myself busy and won't even think about it anymore.
Thanks for all the advices. I almost did one of the stupidest things I could do, telling her how mad I was, and thankfully I asked about it here first and didn't do it.. now that I'm calm, I can see how stupid that would be.
I won't bother you anymore with this story. Sorry for making so many topics about it.