So I really don't know where to start. I guess I'll start from the time I first met her.
I think it was like last years, my sister had met this new girl. They started hanging out a lot around the house. I really didn't care because at the time, I was just ps3 and stupid sh*t like that. So that day I introduced myself, I really didn't like her because.... Well I don't know. So I saw her in school, ignored her. Keep in my mind my sisters was a senior and she was a 10 grader. So I just kept minding my own business, and went on with my life. Parties, parties, and well parties. I didn't even remmember her untill she came over to our house again. This time my sister had to help out with cooking or something I really can't remmember. So she just sat on the other couch and watched me play call of duty. 20 minutes later, she asks if she could play. I said sure and handed her another controller. So an hour or two went on. Then my sister got back and she left, then she came back again. Except this time we made conversation like how's school bla bla bla. Then we get to know each other even more, she slept over in our house that day. But I didn't see her untill breakfast. She added me on Facebook so I accepted. We started the usual conversation, and I guess we knew a lot about each other. Then, shit got real. I asked her for her number she gladly gave it to me. I messaged her later on that day and she replied an hour later. So now the very next week , she asks for a ride home because her ride didn't show, she was my neighbour so I gladly accepted. She told me to start answering her messages, i really couldn't bother waiting an hour for a response. So I just told her something like, I'm a busy person. She lagged and said she would start answering faster, because I think she got the hint. I am not even joking when I say we texted all day. She even started calling me at some point. So I played it cool. This year. My sister went off to college, so now she's taking to school every morning and I'm dropping her off. I have no problem with that, but if I knew where it would lead me to now, I wouldn't have even texted her. By this point I liked her. We got really close that I just got over her and became close friends with her. On the weekend my parents invited my uncle, and his wife and daughter. So they asked me to invite my neighbour. Like a retard I gladly did. She came over and we sat talked bla bla. So I grew a lot closer to her then I should have. Because the next time we met outside of school was at her place for a go away party for one of my friends. I guess they were close to. Anyways life went on, I went home. Then, I went over to her house the next wekend. Except this time. No one else was there. Nothing happened except in made her do my homework , then I guess she made me come over the next weekend but her friend was there. I decided not to go to her house for a while. To play it cool I guess. I guess that leads up to present day. I mean emotional attraction. Was grown, I had a house party last week and she wasn't invited. Well because it was my class only. So I felt bad and when everyone left I invited her over for billards. She came at 12 and left by 12:30. Nothing much happened. So present day. Looking back there was a lot of kino, hugging. Well mostly hugging. She doesn't really date it's anymore after what happened in her previous relationship. I guess occasional she puts one foot over my leg thing. Or she lays down on me. (Not sexually). So now she invited me for my birthday to go to this country close by. It's like an hour driving and a lot of people do it. I said sure, I'm having lunch with her parents then I guess we're alone after it. I'm not sure about what to do and how to act, but I assume winging it is the best option. I grew a lot of attraction towards her, I don't think she feels the same way. I mean I actually started having dreams about her, both emotional and sexual. This actually seems odd to me though. I guess she is an HB 7, but to me I really like her. So I need advice right now, she's in 11th grade I'm in 10th. I know I'm not supposed to be posting her, but I ran out of ideas. My friend told me to come here as my last resort. And I'm running out of options now. Any help would be appreciated