I need some solid advice for the following, i'll describe the situation briefly:
I met a girl a little while ago (20 yo, student, italian - i am 26, working, belgian) who I heard from a friend that she was interested in me. I initiated the first contact and asked her out. We had a wonderful time together and dated for about 2 months. We were both in really love... After 2 months she dumped me, saying she couldn't trust me anymore and that I was seeing other girls. It really hurt my feelings (I never tought it would hurt that much). And worst I couldn't even speak, look or say Hi to any girl. I only had eyes for her.
During the breakup there was a lot of stress between each other in the communication. But finally, I forgot about her. I was carefree. 3 months later (after no contact or anything) her friend contacted me to say that she wanted to speak with me. I went ahead and meet her. We had a good conversation, holded hands and hugged. She told me she was going to explode when she didn't see me, that she dreams about me, couldn'd sleep, she talks about me to her friends, classmates and other etc.
(The same friend warned me in the beginning that she was very insecure, indecisive, a lot of mooth swings, They sometimes don't ask how she doing because they are afraid of her reply. She told me she was crazy about me as well).
I came home that day and realized I still had feelings for her. So I started texting her again, telling how much I miss her and think about her and that we should start again. I texted a lot, but far from stalking and she replied all the time. Most of the times mixed signals (first yes then no)... Until we went overboard and now she doesn't want to see or talk to me anymore.
I sent her a letter from the heart and chocolates to apologies for my behavior.
Her last message was: "thank you for everything. You are really special, but it isn't going to work out. Thank you, ciao."
Its been 5 days I haven't heard anything from her... I really have the blues, it hurts and I think about her a lot.
When I saw her again I really realized that she is the girl I want. That I have a very special feeling for her. What I feel for her is rare and I dont want to give up on the feeling. I want her and all her flaws... I don't care what she did or will do or the way she is... I want to follow my heart this once... Give everything I got... I never felt anything like this before for nobody!!!!!
I know it is better to forget about her, but I don't want to. I want to chase her again. This time poperly...
What should I do?
Does anybody know a way to reinitiate contact with her? romantic gestures, techniques,...
How should I approach her?
I will be more than grateful...