Thank for everyone providing advice.
Long story short, I've been seeing a girl for a while in the past and got intimate with other girls at the same time as she was no my gf. She then asked me to be her bf so that it does not happen again, and we were a happy couple for months until her trust issues for me surfaced, claiming I should have been loyal to her all along. She was very angry about the past, to this day I am not sure it can ever be fixed..although I am 100% loyal to her as a gf. We had the best chemistry.
She got to a point where she blocked my number and did not want to talk to me anymore. I really though I would never talk to her again.
Today: My number is unlocked, we talk but very lightly, she barely responds to my texts, she says she needs space. However, she AGREED to see me next week before she leave on a family trip. She does not want me to crash at her place however. We live in different cities, so she said she doesnt mind me staying for 2 days (the only time we both have available) but Id need to book a hotel.. which makes me think she really does intend to remain physically and emotionally platonic, and I fear this could make us more distant and be the last time I see her.
That just sounds counter-intuitive to me, and I'm not sure if I am going to waste my time. She wants to move on as she says it is never going to work given she cannot trust me but she agrees to see me for a day or two. I know this girl well enough however to know that if I don't go see her she will end up moving on..I think.