Re: Getting the ex back, going downhill
man the more and more details you give me the more i'm confused. if you had explained everything in detail the less confusing this would have been.
if she's already found out about it and you neglected to take responsibility for it then you really should move on. i don't think there's much to be done if you aren't even going to try to approach her once more. just being friends in a social environment has a better chance of tearing you both apart for good unless you guys mend your friendship. from what i read it doesn't sound like you even want that.
i'm just going to go out on another limb and say that you're still leaving out some other important details but i don't think it's going to help. i tried. best of luck.
Every moment counts, get out of your head and enjoy it.